Thank you everyone who left me such nice messages on my previous journals.
My grandma's funeral was held on Thursday morning and I bawled like a baby the entire time. They sat me up in the front right next to my grandpa and my mom and thankfully the other members of my family were so supportive during the funeral too. I was the only one crying so hard, it was a bit embarrassing, really.
We spent the next couple of days meeting up with family, going out to eat with people, looking through my grandma's belongings, and whatever. Crying a lot and having some drinks too lol
They gave me my grandma's diamond necklace, which is a big deal to me since it was a necklace she'd gotten from her mom and had never taken off. Its probably the most memorable thing from her that they could've given me.
I'm really going to miss her, vacation and holidays are never going to be the same again.
Im getting back in the swing of things, sorry for all the drama that's been going on, its been a really really hectic year.